Late night walk 2

[Since1980_v2]

Ok glitch time again..

So another night another walk.

I set out last night for a drive to find somewhere to get naked for a while. There’s a few spaces around me where this is generally possible so it’s just about finding the right one on the right night.

I headed up out of the towns on to the hills and headed to the first location. Reaching the the top of the hill in to the darkness there is a a cross roads. The cross part is basically just car park either side of the road for a historic place near me. As I pulled up on the cross I found a van in the left hand car park so I pulled in the car park on the other side of the road. Pulling round I saw a dark black car in the corner. Looking at both vehicles people seemed to be awake in them with noise coming from not. (Not those noises) . I decided that this place wasnt really good for the night so I headed down the road a couple of miles. I was still on the hills but this next place was basically a historic monument car park. You have to drive up a single track road to the car park and its probably climbs 50 or 60 meters from the road the car park

 

Pulling up the road and I to the car park I was sure this would not be an ok place having seen a car therr last time I turned up at this time. It was about midnight now and the car park was dark. The car park is on a hill so slants upwards with 3 rows for parking going up the hill. Last night this looked empty so I drove in further and took a lap around the car park. I then did another lap to be sure and then realized it completely empty. This was going to be my location for the nights walk a 70ish meter long car park next to a monument.on the hill side.

 

Normally when I go out for a walk I just use a torch or my phone to light things up but last night was a bit different.

I parked up at the top of the car park looking down the hill. I parked in middle of the top row soopposite was thebl central barrrier for the central park row. There was one of low down wooden car park barrier things ending the row of parking. I got out of the car leaving rhe lights on, took my phone and placed it camera looking at the barrier sitting on the grill of the car. This was where I was going to stop tonight.

The strip.

I don’t know why but I have a thing about stripping and leaving my clothes away from me. To make the stop last longer I tend to strip 1 item at a time and then walk and drop it off somewhere before heading back to strip the next item.

 

This time the car lights were.on meaning when I stood in front of the car I was fully able to be seen..so I started to strip. I took off my shoes by the barrier then walked them the 2 meters back to the car. I headed back to barrier and took off my socks repeating the task to take the socks back to the car.  The next item off was my shorts. I pulled them down a bit and let them fall to the floor. I retuerned them to the car and headed back to the barrier for the t shirt to come off next.aftef placing the T-shirt by the car I then returned to barrier and pulled my boxers down enough so they would fall to the floor. I returned to the car and collected all my clothes.

I try to strip and leave clothes in random was most times. (Tonight’s story will be fun if I decide to share the story). Back to it I decided I was going to walk round the car park and leave my clothes in different places. The idea being if my clothes aren’t all together it’s harder to cover up so you just have to own youd body confidence.

I set off down the right side of the car park first leaving my shoes a out 10.meters from the car, the. My boxers a few more mteres down on a rail for for some steps out of the car park on to the field. I walked down to the end of the car park and found a tree to put my tshirt up in a tree. Walking to theb3 row of parking I left my shorts still at the exit end of the car park and walked back up to the car.

Reaching the car I turned the lights off rolled up the window and locked the car. Some more information about this car park. There are 3 exits from the car park on the field by the monument.the first one at the top is up a set of steps about the same as inside a house, there is a similar set up in the middle of the car park and at the bottom.thebexit is on the same level as the car park. I walked up the step at the top of the car park and turned right at the top to see a pic of area with a bench or 2. I took the time to sit on the first bench for a couple of seconds before heading though the gate in to the field. Having entered the field I started to walk down the exite back in to the car park at the bottom. On the walk down there were benches between the.exits somi took time to sit on each of them for a couple of seconds to look out in to the darkness.  Upon reaching the final exit back in to the car park I turn right and headed to a picnic bench off the edge of the car park to sit for a couple of seconds. I walked to the other side of the car park and walked back up to the car. ( At this point my phone i was using died so the recording stopped).

Once back to the car it was time to change phone and start recording again. Now it was time collect all my clothes 1 item at a time. The original recording has been done using a torch and phone without a flash on it. With the second phone I turned the flash on. I headed off and picked up my shoes and socks and returned them to the car. Having returned to the car I realized the lights were off. I wanted to light up the car park so it was impossible to hide so before setting off to get my boxers i turned the lights on and set the to full beam which really lit up the car park. After collecting my boxers I return them to the car then got my t shirt and rturned it then finally headed back to collect my shorts and return them to the car. That was a alot of walking around a fully lit up car park. Having got all my clothes back to the car it still felt too soon to get dressed. I picked up all the clothes and put them in the car, turned the lights off and locked it up again

I set up the torch on the bottom one of the steps going up the top exit from the car park and then laid down on the road in the car park for a little bit. Once id had enough there I got up and walked up the steps again. I repeated the previous walk down the field to the bottom exit stoppong at each bench again. Having got back in to the car park o decided to walk all the way to the exit and stand in front of the exit sign in the road before walking  back to the car and getting dressed.

 

I started to drive home but wanted to do more. Ont the way back I found a short tunnel under a train track.  And decided to strip in the road there leaving each item in a different corner of the tunnel before standing in the middle of the road.

 

This would have been enough but I remembered on the way home was a layby on a busy A road. I pulled over and it was still busy even at 1 am. I wa there for about 5 minutes and probably saw 50 vehicles. I took a picture looking both ways down the road  then set up the camera to take a photo of me in front of the car. I did.ot twice cause I move quickly after the first one due to cars. The second one I had to grab my clothes and jump in the car leaving the phone in the road. That one was really close.

 

Anyway that was walk 2. I think the car park was about 30 minutes but I only have 27 minutes of video content after the first phone died part way.

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[Jesss]

I have to admit that I don’t understand the concept of wanting to increase the risk of getting caught. I don’t understand why l feel the way I do at times, so I won’t worry about not understanding someone else.

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[Since1980_v2]

The point of going to the second location was that it was empty. The risk of getting caught was much lower. I don’t plan on getting caught, I don’t want to get caught. Ed will tell you how nervous I was on the live walk  I did.

I Like to increase the risk of people being able to see me but it’s a calculated risk that 99 times out of 100  works out. This spot is known for dogging as with a couple of the other places I’ve talked about on here. The likely hood is at the times I’ve done these walks the only people who would see me would be people whom are there to be naked themselves.

I guess with all of us here that are sharing photos. There is a little bit of an exhibitionist side to us all. I don’t want to get caught but if I am so be it. Ive knowingly been caught twice before. Once on an early morning walk at about 6am. I’d been doing walks in a Forrest near me from about 4 am. I. Didn’t realize how late it was getting. I was on a path quite far from the car park. I’d dropped my clothes on the side of the path and started walking away from them. I kept stopping and trying to decide if should keep walking or not. I made a bad decision about 10 minutes away from my clothes to keep walking round a corner. I could hear  A couple of runners nearby and had to run and hide. I was totally naked and the path was very stoney. Bare feet make running away very hard so I tried to hide in the trees which didn’t work so well. They just kept running past but made comments about it laughing.

The other time I was caught was after the train tracks mdl photo. I spent about 5 minutes getting that photo. I had a whole video of me facing both ways down the track. As I was back at my car about to get dressed a jogger went past again just laughing at the situation.

If I get caught so be it but I don’t want to be and try to remove as much risk as possible.

 

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[Jesss]

Thanks for not taking my comments the wrong way. I thought afterwards that maybe I should have said nothing ~ but a forum works betterwhen we interact.

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[Jesss]

I guess that the people you met, on the occasions that you misjudged, were not people you ever have to meet again? Would it feel different if they could identify you or knew your name? Think, neighbour of a relative? Or customer in a work situation?

[Since1980_v2]

Feel free to make any comments I won’t be offended. Everyone is different and we all think and feel differently. I’m always open to being challenged on what I think or do. It’s healthy to let yourself be challenged to think about things from a different point of view. Like you said it’s kind of the point of a forum. Plus it gives you a chance to get a response from me and help  you to understand what’s going though my head more and get more of an understanding why I do things.  Everyday can be a learning day for all of us if we want it to be.

 

i guess knowing it was people I don’t know definitely made it easier to not worry knowing I’m unlikely to see them again. I’m not sure what it would be like to be caught by someone I know. I guess it would force me to be more open about the type of lifestyle I would like to live and maybe give me that push to be  a bit more free more often. I don’t really know and I guess I won’t until it (hopefully doesn’t) happen. I don’t want to get caught by people I know that would force me into a situation and I think in would be quite worried about the consequences. Again I choose my risk levels to be as low as possible but sometimes in the moment I push the risk levels just a a little bit too far.

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[Jesss]

I’m still wondering when someone will notice my tan continues and shows that I’ve been sunbathing topless? Even that will be an uncomfortable conversation.

I guess they might assume I use a sunbed or fake tan?

[Since1980_v2]

I think sunbathing topless is a pretty normalized thing nowadays. I don’t know for sure but I’d say most people wouldn’t think to much of it these days.

 

That said if you are waiting for people to notice… Does that mean you’ve been showing a bit more skin lately?

Is that on purpose to see if people notice or just a byproduct of the weather getting better and the summer wardrobe coming out.

It’s just the way you worded the comment that you were wating for people to notice like you were perhaps making it more obvious now.

It doesn’t have to be an awkward conversation. Just own it with a smile. Be quick to reply with yes I was sunbathing topless and smile. Make them feel awkward by being confident in yourself, they will either stop asking because they are too awkward about it or be intrigued about it themselves and ask for tips and advice.

We all worry about what ifs all the time but 99% of the time other people are quite ok with stuff and are often far more interested in figuring out for themselves what it would entail than they are about judging you.

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[Jesss]

Oh, I agree that it’s totally normal. It’s just that it’s not the way that I was brought up. I used to look and never dare to copy.
No – I’m not showing more skin except in the summer wardrobe as you say. I’m just aware that people who have known me socially, would not expect this from me. I guess they don’t really know me.

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[Since1980_v2]

How much does anyone know the real us? I guess only as much as we want to let them know. The problem with hiding our true selves is we never get to live out the life we want without feeling like we have to hide part of ourselves.

I’ve been a lot more open with the missis recently about what I want to do and new things I want to try. She is very vanilla and not very daring either. Discussions end up a lot with her looking at me like I’m a weirdo. We play games in doors to keep the stuff fresh but outdoor stuff is not her thing.

I managed to get her to take some control last night in another totally different walk where she was in control of clothing and when it was removed. That’s a different thread though and deserves its own thread on here.

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[Since1980_v2]

I’m trying to keep these stories free of pictures of me to see how well they go with no pictures of the event but I thought I’d share a picture of the car park from Google Earth with a measurement showing the length of the car park too.

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[Jesss]

Referring to the walk that you mentioned: Does involving the missus turn this into a more sexual experience?

Also: is she aware that you have posted photos on here/MDL?

I haven’t discussed that with my husband and would prefer that it doesn’t come out. That’s partly why I recently did the forum name change. I was “Julie” which isn’t really my name, but I use that alternative account for enough stuff that (combined with the picture, even though it was of a pigeon) he would recognise it as me.

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[Since1980_v2]

Not at all.

I’m sure on other walk on other days this might have led to something like that but this was very much just about the walk and giving up some control of how clothes would be removed where I would be seen and in how much clothing I would be seen at different points.

I’m not sure how i want to write up that event yet.

 

But no it went something like.

We parked up by a woods, .we walked and she re arranged my clothing a couple of times, we got tomfence next to the road ,crossed the road I lost some clothing on the roadside we walked back in just the clothing I had left on. Got back to the car stripped naked and put on some other clothes at the road side then drove home.

 

There is a lot more to the story but it was just a walk and clothing control thing. Nothing sexual at all happened. This wasn’t even that late it was about 9ish so getting dark but still easy enough to see the way through the woods without a torch and be seen by cars waiting to lose clothes on the side of the road.

[Jesss]

I wonder, if you got caught out on one of these joint walks, would she be more embarrassed than you? Even though she’s fully clothed and you compromised? It’s an odd situation.

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[Jesss]

The only time I have done anything of this sort with my husband, it was an intentional act to spice up our sex life. I find it hard to see it differently when sexual partners are involved.
I have been nude on a foreign nudist beach, but I was travelling alone.
When travelling with my husband, even topless sunbathing is a big decision.

[Since1980_v2]

She for sure would be more embarrassed than me. She really worries about what would happen if we got caught with me being naked. It’s the key reason.o go tend to go walking alone more than with her. If she’s with me she always pushes me to get dressed again as soon as possible often commenting you’ve been naked now you’ve done it so you can get dressed again. She loves watching back videos when I’ve been out alone but doesnt like the longer walks when she’s with me.

 

A lot of the time when Im going to walk naked it’s about forgetting the real world for a while and getting out of my head. She knows full well that these walks are about me being back to nature more than anything else.

I suppose I should write up the story but Im struggling where to start with it. The whole thing probably started 2 days before with different conversations and playing games at home that led to the idea for the walk.

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[Jesss]

I’m thinking that this might be a place to put thoughts down over a few small posts — that you can write up properly later?

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[Since1980_v2]

I remember the whole walk and all the build up. I still have a bruised area from the previous days build up. Again the build up wasn’t sexual as such but did include restraints and a paddle. .that’s the point how much of the story should be skipped losing a lot of background to the event.

[Jesss]

This puts me in mind of the thread where someone asked (Ed?) whether there was a place for an experiment aimed at submissive people who wanted to be told rather than encouraged to take part.

Ultimately, nothing removes your responsibility for your own actions though.

[Jesss]

I have booked my place on one of the Naked Heart Walks in August. It’s deliberately not the closest one to my home. This is still a big departure for me. I expect to feel OK once I get there and people are behaving like this is their normal.

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[Jesss]

There might be a few posts that you go back and delete?
At the moment I’m interested.

[Since1980_v2]

Naked heart walk near me is about an hour away and the first one is this coming Friday. I havent discussed going yet with my partner but I would likely go alone.  Ill think about the story and what to write and maybe have it up for the morning.

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I’ve just been sat in my own garden. Even there I only strip if fully alone. Today I only had about an hour’s window while husband and son were at the supermarket. I became aware of the window reflecting like a mirror, and was thinking about how the angle light hits a mirror means that sometimes you can use them to see around corners!

I took a picture of the window with my phone!

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I like how you are getting confident enough to share more and more of your adventures. Is like to think that being part of a nice community like the one we are in here can help people overcome their shyness and let themselves be who they want to be. I think this shows how well.Ed.has done in shaping a place where you have this confidence. Rememberng earlier posts where you went sure about posting things you have become much more comfortable with it recently.

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[Jesss]

Although I also removed stuff visible on my profile, and name changed!

[Since1980_v2]

I noticed your.name had changed it confused me for a minute.

You are sharing more and being involved a lot more.om conversation. That’s still a lot more than I expected from your early messages and I guess more than you expected. But it shows you have confidence in yourself and in this community.

..I re added patreon log on and it seems to have messed up my profile pic when posting here. Maybe I need to become paid member again for it to show? I’ll figure that out later.

 

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It’s odd that it did that. When you post on Patreon I see your original profile picture. Copied below!
When I changed the Patreon account photo, it changed on here too.

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@since1980

Maybe try changing your photo on patreon, and then back again to the original, and see if that updates your photo here. It’s fairly likely that patron only communicates the photo when it changes.

 

[Since1980_v2]

Testing if the profile changed worked or not

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